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Post by jaxton matthew sanders on Jun 22, 2012 22:01:09 GMT -5
Mat smiled, reaching up to fix his hair. "Keep being cute. Don't mind me." He said.Jax gently pulled his arm, leaning up for a kiss. He laid back, pulling Zephyr's hand over to play with his fingers.
"What did you guys do while they were messing in my chest?" He asked, turning Zeph's hand over to trace the lines on his palm.
"We saw some puppies." Mat said cheerily.
"Did you get one?"
"No.. I can't keep a dog.." He mumbled, scratching his head.
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Post by zephyr preston martinez on Jun 22, 2012 23:28:57 GMT -5
Zephyr smiled faintly at that. "You know, Mat.. If you wanted I got an extra key to my apartment. I'm not there a lot, and you wouldn't have to share with all those people.. Then you could get yourself a puppy to keep you company."
He glanced down at his and Jaxton's hands, chewing on his lip as he thought about the other part of their conversation.
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Post by jaxton matthew sanders on Jun 22, 2012 23:36:59 GMT -5
Mat shrugged. "It depends on whether or not I decide I'm staying in Vegas.."
"Why wouldn't you stay in Vegas? We already lost you once, Mat.." Jax mumbled, looking over at the boy.
"Because I don't want Dylan to get wind I'm alive and here and then come over here looking for me.. " He said, obviously trying hard to stay indifferent about it. He reached up, tugging at one of his earlobes.
"But.. You two were in love.."
"Were. We /were/ in love." Mat breathed, then looked down at the ground, still tugging on the gauge in his ear.
"O-okay.." Jax looked over at Zeph, drawing his eyebrows together. 'The fuck?' He mouthed, sitting up a bit more.
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Post by zephyr preston martinez on Jun 22, 2012 23:40:21 GMT -5
Zephyr caught the mouthed words, frowned, eyes sorry. He glanced back over at Mat. "Long story..." He breathed softly, not wishing to upset Mat. "You can't believe that he doesn't love you, Mat...."
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Post by jaxton matthew sanders on Jun 22, 2012 23:45:52 GMT -5
"Sounds like it.." Jax said, slipping his fingers between Zephyr's. He got butterflies feeling their skin brush, knowing that's exactly where his fingers fit perfectly.
"I can and I do.. Can we please just drop it? I-I know what I saw. He never promised he'd love me forever. It's no big deal. People die and people live. And the dead don't have any special rights over the living." He messed with the wedding band on his finger, turning it around. Even if he hadn't had it long before he died, it was slightly worn.
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Post by zephyr preston martinez on Jun 22, 2012 23:54:01 GMT -5
Zephyr held his hand tightly, frowning at Mat. "He wouldn't have given you that ring then, Mat," He breathed, but dropped the subject, resting his head on the bed. He gazed at Jaxton thoughtfully.
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Post by jaxton matthew sanders on Jun 22, 2012 23:59:25 GMT -5
Jax looked over at him, reaching over to run his fingers slowly through his hair. "A penny for your thoughts?" He asked, smiling. He shifted his weight so the two were at eye level. He ran his fingers slowly over his jaw, quietly admiring every line of his face.
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Post by zephyr preston martinez on Jun 23, 2012 0:08:04 GMT -5
Zephyr smiled. "I already got two from Mat.." He teased softly. "Just thinking about our conversation while they were working on you." He kissed the tip of Jaxton's nose, wrinkled his own up and smiled again.
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Post by jaxton matthew sanders on Jun 23, 2012 0:11:22 GMT -5
Jax smiled, gently playing with his hair. "Is that supposed to be bait for me to ask what you talked about?" He teased, wrinkling his nose at the kiss. "Fine. I'll bite. What did you talk about?" He asked, brushing his hair to one side with his fingers, then to the other side before he fixed it back.
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Post by zephyr preston martinez on Jun 23, 2012 0:21:55 GMT -5
Zephyr chuckled softly, shrugging a bit. He closed his eyes for a moment as Jaxton played with his hair, then opened them again. We were talking about kids, babies.. How I always thought they were cute.." Zephyr bit his lip, smirked faintly. "And that we didn't need a baby Jax."
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Post by jaxton matthew sanders on Jun 23, 2012 0:26:52 GMT -5
"Mat was talking about kids? Did you hit him over the head?" He asked with a laugh.
"No! I just think you two would be cute with a baby, is all." Mat retorted from the chair he was now curled in, his cheeks stained with tears. But it was hard to be sad when the two of them were so happy.
"Mm.. Yeah, we don't need a little me running around conning everyone into everything. Maybe a little baby you." He ran his hand through his hair with a smile. "A little boy to dress like a rock star. Or maybe a little girl to dress all pretty. But if she looked like her dad, we'd have to fend the boys off with a stick." He said with a smile, tipping his chin back to kiss him. "Why? You're thinking about babies?" He asked, running his fingers gently over the back of his neck.
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Post by zephyr preston martinez on Jun 23, 2012 0:31:59 GMT -5
Zephyr smirked, glancing over at Mat, and offered him a gentle smile. "I was... I havebeen for a year or so.. Got lonely... But I-..with who, and what I am, I couldn't by myself... Not without another daddy..." He reached out, fingers dancing over Jaxton's shoulder. "But I wasn't sure if that something you want."
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Post by jaxton matthew sanders on Jun 23, 2012 0:41:14 GMT -5
"You know I always loved kids. Why wouldn't I want a baby with you?" He asked with a smile. He played with the end of his hair, just watching him for a moment before he kissed his forehead. "You thought about how you wanna do it? Cause adoption takes awhile. And I don't wanna just foster a kid and then the state like.. comes and takes it because it found next of kin. One of us could always be a surrogate father. And nine months is enough time to figure out housing. And con you into taking my last name." He teased with a smirk on his lips.
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Post by zephyr preston martinez on Jun 23, 2012 11:22:59 GMT -5
Zephyr smiled faintly. "So that's a yes..?" He breathed, leaning up for a gentle kiss. He touched Jaxton's cheek gently, lips quirking up again as he watched him. He shifted his weight, clearing his throat some.
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Post by jaxton matthew sanders on Jun 23, 2012 11:47:13 GMT -5
"Of course it's a yes." He said with a smile, meeting the kiss gently. He ran his hand slowly over Zeph's shoulder, looking over at him.
'See, you're moving too fast. He says baby and you say marriage.'
'Maybe he doesn't want to marry you. Stop thinking he does. He just wants a baby.'
'You can't even take care of a child. You work half the night and sleep the day away. A baby needs a real father.'
'I feel bad for whatever kid /you/ have. If it even survives.'
'I'd be a good dad..' He thought dejectedly, biting his lip and hoping the hurt wasn't showing on his face. 'There's nothing wrong with me.. We can raise a child..'
'Maybe he can. But you? HA!' And they all started laughing, growing louder and louder until he covered his ears, squeezing his eyes shut as he curled up in bed.
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