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Post by zephyr preston martinez on Jun 21, 2012 23:55:02 GMT -5
Zephyr shrugged, chewing on his lip. "Who knows..." But there were ways. He held his water out to Nevada. "I have an extra coffee if you want it too.." He cleared his throat, wandering to the bathroom to change.
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Post by jaxton matthew sanders on Jun 22, 2012 0:01:44 GMT -5
"Nah, I had like.. two pots of coffee already. I just forgot.." He said, taking the bottle from him. "I don't mind cooties. Just not Jax's." He teased, and Jax rolled his eyes.
"Oh, so sorry, king Vegas." He said, then watched Zeph walk to the bathroom. He leaned back, chewing on his lip. He watched a nurse come in with another medicine and sighed. He was so tired of pills. 'It's not like they can fix me.." He thought, looking over to see Nevada on his phone. "You and that damn phone."
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Post by zephyr preston martinez on Jun 22, 2012 1:51:52 GMT -5
Zephyr finished getting dressed, meticulously fixing his hair again as he started back towards them. Eyes caught on Jaxton's face though and he slowed down, studying him in the hospital bed, dying of something Zeph had never dreamed of happening to somebody that he honestly did love. Somebody who he always had. All those years behind them that he couldn't make up for. And then there were the bothersome voices again, Satan deciding to join in soon enough, blaming him and poking fun. To much had happened the past three days, and he realized how much he had lost, how he had changed. Tears threatened, his stomach twisting in disgust at himself. And as the first one rolled down his cheek, he turned and tailed it back to the bathroom again, gagging over the toilet, trying not to upheave his lunch.
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Post by jaxton matthew sanders on Jun 22, 2012 1:58:11 GMT -5
Jax glanced over at Zeph just before he turned around. He heard him gag and his stomach turned. He hated that sound. And to make matters worse, he couldn't get up and make him feel any better. He bit his lip, glancing back at Nevada.
"You knock him up?" Nevada teased.
"That's not funny. He's been sick.." Jaxton said, sitting up a bit more. Nevada sighed, and went back to his phone.
"You're sick too, you know. But you don't care about yourself that much.. He isn't gonna die of a cold and you can. How are we supposed to keep going without you? He obviously likes you, and you're the only person who gave a single fuck about me since I was born.." Nevada mumbled, looking up at him.
"I'm sorry.." Jax breathed, biting his lip harder.
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Post by zephyr preston martinez on Jun 22, 2012 2:06:17 GMT -5
Zephyr cried angrily into the toilet, to many tears this week. He cursed softly until his silent sobs finally made him sick and he threw up, sniffling. He rested his head against the toilet after flushing, closed his eyes and his breaths slowed as he tried to calm down.
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Post by jaxton matthew sanders on Jun 22, 2012 2:14:20 GMT -5
Jax sighed, reaching over to run his finger slowly over the guitar picks on his necklace. He knew Nevada was right, but he didn't want him to be right.
"Knock knock!" A familiar voice called, and Nevada put away his phone with a pleased look on his face. Mat rounded the corner, smiling over at them. "You and those baby blues."
"You have a lot of room to talk." Jax said with a smile. Mat walked over, trying to figure out a way to hug him before he gave up and wrapped his arms around his neck. Jax patted his back, realizing the boy still smelled of mints and Dylan's cologne.
"Bet Dylan's glad to have you back." Jax said as the boy sat on the edge of the bed. The boy's face paled, and he shrugged, chewing on his lip ring as he looked around.
"I dunno.. I stopped looking.. Where's the rotten one?" He asked, trying to change the subject.
"PMSing in the bathroom." Nevada said, on his phone again.
"Oh, shut it." Jax said, rolling his eyes.
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Post by zephyr preston martinez on Jun 22, 2012 8:31:41 GMT -5
Zephyr rinsed his mouth out, not feeling good at all. He wandered out of the bathroom, glancing up as he saw Mat. A faint smile passed his lips and he eased up some. "Hey.." He breathed, stomach churning.
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Post by jaxton matthew sanders on Jun 22, 2012 12:37:55 GMT -5
Mat jumped up, throwing his arms tightly around the boy's neck. "Oh my gosh! I told you you were gonna be a cutie when you grew up!" He exclaimed, and Jax smiled up at them, patting the bed beside him for Zeph to come sit. Mat looked the same as he had their last show; clad in his skinny jeans and half-untucked white shirt, he looked ready to attend his own funeral. He turned the wedding band around on his finger, sitting on the arm of Nevada's chair.
"Wow. You two got really big! Look at those chiseled features." Mat said, wrinkling his nose playfully.
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Post by zephyr preston martinez on Jun 22, 2012 13:03:56 GMT -5
Zephyr huffed, hugging him tightly. He smirked at the comment as he looked Mat over, sitting on the edge of the bed and running a hand through his hair before coughing into his arm. He watched them quietly.
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Post by jaxton matthew sanders on Jun 22, 2012 13:12:33 GMT -5
Jax reached over, gently running his fingers over Zeph's leg. "You okay?" He asked, looking up at him lovingly. He was still in shock that the boy wanted him, of all people. He could have anyone if he tried hard enough.
"No! Shut up! They're a thing?!" Mat exclaimed, elbowing Nevada. Nevada looked up from his phone at the two then over at Mat.
"Yeah. Since they found each other, they've been like puppies. Jax can't keep his hands off him." Nevada said, then shrugged, going back to his phone.
"Zeph an' Jaxton, sittin' in a tree! K-I-S-S-I-N-G." Mat sang, swinging his legs that didn't even touch the floor.
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Post by zephyr preston martinez on Jun 22, 2012 13:28:21 GMT -5
Zephyr shrugged. "Just feel sick, nothing new," He mumbled. And heartbroken, but he wasn't one to admit that.
He glanced up at Mat's taunting, smirked. "Shut up, shortie," He teased softly, grimacing as his stomach churned again. So much for lunch.
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Post by jaxton matthew sanders on Jun 22, 2012 13:37:26 GMT -5
Jax rested his hand on Zeph's knee, feeling guilty that he was sick. 'Maybe he got it from me..' He thought, looking over at Mat. He forced a smile. He didn't know why it had to be a big deal that he was with Zeph.
"You still have our picks?" Mat asked, pointing to the necklace he held tightly in his hand. Jax nodded, opening his hand.
"I have Zeph's guitar on my wall." He said, then started to chew on his lip. It was hard to notice unless you had the lights on and was really looking around because it was nearly behind the door.
"Awesome. Mine probably popped when I did." Mat said with a shrug, reaching over to snatch up Nevada's phone. "What's so important?"
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Post by zephyr preston martinez on Jun 22, 2012 13:43:27 GMT -5
Zephyr frowned ay Mat's comment, shook his head slowly at that. He rubbed at his stomach some, relaxing a bit more since the cramping was starting to ease up. He played with Jaxton's fingers on his knee, watching Mat snatch Nevada's phone.
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Post by jaxton matthew sanders on Jun 22, 2012 13:49:24 GMT -5
"Give it back!" Nevada said, reaching for it. Mat shook his head, holding it away from him. "I'm serious." He said and Mat darted across the room, Nevada hot at his heels. Nevada pinned the boy to the wall, running his hands up his sides. "Fork it over."
"Nevada, cut it out. He's got a boyfriend." Jax said, and Mat handed it back, lowering his gaze. When Nevada let him go, he walked into the bathroom, closing the door behind him.
"I gotta get to work. Don't have too much fun." He said, then left the room.
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Post by zephyr preston martinez on Jun 22, 2012 13:51:44 GMT -5
Zephyr frowned as the comment seemed to upset Mat, and he watched him walk towards the bathroom. He waved bye to Nevada, then got up, knocking on the bathroom door as he leaned against the frame. "Mat... You wanna talk about it..?"
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