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Post by zephyr preston martinez on Jun 22, 2012 15:54:05 GMT -5
Zephyr eased up, felt bad for being mean. "Oh...okay.. Thanks.." He mumbled, wandering back in. "He's not allowed to have coffee right now," He breathed, rubbing at red rimmed eyes warily. His control was wearing thin, it was rare that he ever got so upset.
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Post by jaxton matthew sanders on Jun 22, 2012 15:59:39 GMT -5
Mat nodded, watching him. He felt bad, knowing that Zeph was so worried. He walked over, hugging him tightly. "You wanna go for a walk or something? Get some fresh air? Or you can always take a nap in the waiting room." He offered, watching a nurse come in and take Jax away. He couldn't help thinking how he looked like a corpse. 'Please don't take him..' He thought, biting his lip.
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Post by zephyr preston martinez on Jun 22, 2012 16:06:39 GMT -5
Zephyr swallowed. "We can walk, or something," He mumbled, didn't want to be in here right now. Sleeping was far from an option though. He grabbed his beanie and pulled it on, rubbing at his face again.
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Post by jaxton matthew sanders on Jun 22, 2012 16:13:09 GMT -5
Mat put his hands into his pockets, walking slowly out of the room. It smelled like bleach, and was entirely too white. That was probably the number one reason he hated hospitals. They were entirely too clean. He was glad when they finally made it outside, but then he was overwhelmed with the feelings of everyone around him. He bit his lip, keeping his head down. He was suddenly happy, then sad, then miserable, then turned on, then depressed, then sad again.
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Post by zephyr preston martinez on Jun 22, 2012 16:15:54 GMT -5
Zephyr followed him outside quietly, glancing at him every now and then. "Wanna go somewhere where there's less people?" He murmured, remembering him saying he felt the things everyone around him did.
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Post by jaxton matthew sanders on Jun 22, 2012 16:19:50 GMT -5
"Trying to get me in your pants, eh?" He asked with a smile, hoping to get one out of Zephyr. "Yeah, less people sounds good.." He said quietly, then lowered his head again. He picked a penny up that was on the sidewalk, and handed it over to Zephyr. "I can't carry anything except what I died with." He pulled a picture of Dylan out of his back pocket, and held it out to Zephyr. "I can't even throw away the stuff I don't want anymore.." He mumbled brokenly.
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Post by zephyr preston martinez on Jun 22, 2012 16:28:56 GMT -5
Zephyr smirked the faintest bit, turning the penny over and over in his fingers before pocketing it. He gazed down at the picture, frowning at Mat's words. "Why would you want to throw this away, Mat..?" He handed it back. "What happened...?" They had always been so happy together.. "Where's he at..?"
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Post by jaxton matthew sanders on Jun 22, 2012 16:35:18 GMT -5
Mat took it back, putting it into his pocket. "He's back home.. Where else would he be? Back in that hell hole we all went to school in, the place with the old run-down theater and the bowling alley with the two working lanes.. The one place we all hated. He's there, with his boyfriend. Kinda like.. When grandma dies and grandpa gets remarried." He shrugged his shoulders, kicking a stone. It bounced into the gutter, and he bit his lip, thinking over what he was supposed to say.
"I went back.. Hoping to find him, or one of you.. A-and when I went to the mall, he was there at the food court making out with some boy. And then he started to hold his hand and I just left.. I thought he'd never come looking for me in Vegas, you know? Too many people, not my scene.." He shrugged again, looking over at Zeph.
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Post by zephyr preston martinez on Jun 22, 2012 16:42:10 GMT -5
Zephyr bit his lip. "I... I'm sorry Mat... You know he wouldn't have if he knew you were here.. He's always gonna love you. Believe me, I saw the way that boy looked at you, you were his world. Knowing him Mat, he's probably just as lost as you are, probably trying to fill a hole. And maybe he's insisting it's working. You know what he is, it's second nature.. He'd never stop loving you. The night you died he swore it... He had to practically drag him away, he would jave jumped into those flames just to burn with you, he didn't want to live.."
He offered him a side hug. "Maybe you should let him see you, know you're here.."
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Post by jaxton matthew sanders on Jun 22, 2012 16:47:00 GMT -5
Mat hugged him gently, chewing on his lip. "Nah.. He's happy, you know? And hate ruining stuff. Butting in where I don't belong." He stopped to look in a window, motioning for Zeph to come over. "I don't even like kids, and that's cute." He said, pointing to a little girl playing with the puppies in the pen. She'd stick her finger in the hole, and one puppy would lick it, and she would collapse in giggles. "Makes me wish I had a dog." He said, looking over at Zeph. "Or hair that pretty."
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Post by zephyr preston martinez on Jun 22, 2012 16:54:34 GMT -5
Zephyr shrugged. "No, I don't know.." He murmured absently, eyebrows furrowing. He glanced up when he was called over, smiled. "Aww..." He drawled, watching them. He had always adored kids, but, not ever being with a woman didn't help the chances of having one. He pointed at one of the little puppies.
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Post by jaxton matthew sanders on Jun 22, 2012 16:59:19 GMT -5
Mat gasped at the puppy. "How much is that doggy in the wiiiindow?" He sang, tapping the glass. "That's the cutest puppy ever. Like.. Ever." He said, smiling as the little girl waved at them. He waved back, then started walking again. The last thing he needed was a dog. "You and Jax would make like.. the most perfect parents ever." He said, looking over at him. "Maybe when you're all married and thirty and stuff you can adopt one." He said with a smile. He hoped Jax would live to thirty.. "And you can name it after me." He teased.
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Post by zephyr preston martinez on Jun 22, 2012 17:04:54 GMT -5
Zephyr followed, bit his lip. "Yeah, maybe," He huffed, scoffing. "A little baby Mat?" He teased, trying to ignore thoughts of the possibility that Jaxton might not even live that long. He kicked at a pebble, stuffing his hands in his pockets.
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Post by jaxton matthew sanders on Jun 22, 2012 17:08:03 GMT -5
"Totally. It'll give you hell and play guitar too loud. Unless it's a girl. Then you gotta name it something fancy and keep her in a dress." He teased, nudging him with his elbow. "I dunno. I think you two with a kid might make the world pop out of cuteness. Or one of you could be a surrogate. Or both and have twins." He shrugged, picking up another penny for Zeph.
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Post by zephyr preston martinez on Jun 22, 2012 17:11:03 GMT -5
Zephyr laughed. "Mm, we'll have to run that by with the boss when we get back," He teased, wrinkling his nose. He definitely felt a little better now. He took the penny, slipping it into his pocket with the other one.
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